I know I should be writing this in my blog or something but I am tired of that feeling of talking to myself.
I'm not new to insomnia, but it doesn't get any easier. That trapped, icky feeling of being stuck between the edge of a cliff and an encroaching tiger...or whatever it is that corners you to the edge of a cliff. Running away from personal crap has a tendency to bring these emotions out of anyone but facing them head on isn't an option right now.
I don't know what the heck I need. A haircut, a hug, some dick? I dunno. I guess this public online meltdown is just gonna have to do. Thanks for indulging me.
I'm not new to insomnia, but it doesn't get any easier. That trapped, icky feeling of being stuck between the edge of a cliff and an encroaching tiger...or whatever it is that corners you to the edge of a cliff. Running away from personal crap has a tendency to bring these emotions out of anyone but facing them head on isn't an option right now.
I don't know what the heck I need. A haircut, a hug, some dick? I dunno. I guess this public online meltdown is just gonna have to do. Thanks for indulging me.
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Re: Insomnia...ugh!
Thu, March 3, 2005 - 1:59 PMHugs are good... Also, I don't know if dick as such is necessary; when my ex comes over I've noticed that if she lays on my bed for ten or twenty minutes, I sleep really well that night. The smell of girl on my pillow seems to be all I need.
